i am physically incapable of not reblogging this
This makes me happy every time I see it.
I wish boobs did the bra thing without having to wear the bra
you put it into words
Since this is the only place i can just write and it be okay. I dont know what to do. It needs to be done. And i can talk about it just fine. But when it actually comes time to do it, i cant let myself. I think maybe its cuz we really are supposed to be together then i think back to everything. And i cant let any i it go. No matter how hard i try, you still cheated, you still lied, you still flirted, you still dont care, and im still not happy. But i still love you. When you are actually home and we are actually together i love you. Im content in your arms. Its been home for 2 1/2 years. How do i just walk away from that. I get that saying now, i love you but im not in love with you. All i want is to have friends and go and hangout with who i want. And have guy friends. And go and do what i want. And a couple years from now i want someone who wants me. And wants to be with me rain or shine, messy room or not. Hopefully this is a new start with this new job. Maybe we could just be friends. I dont want you to take yourself from tho world and maybe being friends would do that. I dunno. Im trying not to be selfish but i cant be unhappy just so you wont off yourself. But everything in me tells me thats wrong. I need strength. I really do. Im lost and hurt with a happy face plastered on. I dont know what to do.